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Yukon Cornelius

[ forever is such | an unpleasant word ]
[ it begins to eat you | from the inside out ]
[ beg for sleep | as this noose ]
[ gets tied | around your neck ]
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We finger fuck bitches with Freddy Krueger gloves on [21 Feb 2009|10:34am]
One thing I forgot to include in the last post, I'm copying an entry I made on November of 2006:

Granted Im only 19, but I feel like a lot of unecessary things have emphasis; like searching for answers in man-made religions, following societal values, and pursuing "the way you're supposed to live your life"
the more I get deeper into my major at state the less fond I become of the idea of being a whore to corporate America


Mission accomplished.

Mobb deep was writing rhymes making stacks at 19, what the fuck was I doing?

Given the recession right now, I don't feel so bad feeding the economic machine.

(bring a knife to a gun fight)

Moving at the speed of life [21 Feb 2009|10:19am]
Life blends together like a continuum of snapshots interrelated by the different phases I've experienced. So does that mean I should be embarrassed at the fact that the girl I recognized last night blew me off when she probably thought I was using a shallow pickup attempt as I asked if she used to work at Best Buy? No, not really. As a matter of fact, I really don't give a fuck. I just think it's interesting that aside from the obvious physical differences, some people wouldn't even recognize me just based on how this world has shaped me recently. Yeah fucking right, that will be the day.

(bring a knife to a gun fight)

Overwhelmed. [19 Jul 2008|02:05am]
Life is thrown at you with such biased viewpoints that its hard for me to choose a side. I don't know how the fuck I feel about anything anymore.

(2 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

[09 Jan 2008|01:14am]
Does anyone ever read this anymore?

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Big Tuna, Have you seen my cellular device? [24 Jan 2007|10:06pm]
[ mood | Stoked ]

My life seems like its on track. My classes are at the worst times but are finally having relevance for what I want to do for my career. I can't believe how well it suits me either, it just seemed like such a random shot in the dark. Im taking so many classes about business ethics and everytime we learn something along those lines I just cant help but laugh to myself about the office and how much relevance it has. Its crazy that even though not everything in the world is going exactly how I want, I'm satisfied. And I couldn't think of a time Ive been happier.

(1 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

[06 Dec 2006|01:03am]
I had my first food poisoning experience yesterday, and of course it was from what I ate for dinner. So I was up all night hugging the toilet. Needless to say I only went to one class today. The week before finals.

(8 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

DUUUUDEEEE [26 Nov 2006|10:37am]
Im pulling an all nighter as a celebratory result of my unemployment!
or just cuz I couldn't sleep and dont really care
I think Im going to watch a movie or something, everyone else bailed out and Im not going to be bitch tits.

I dont really know how things are going for me right now as a whole
I find myself sometimes being pissed at everything, but pissed at nothing
mostly just at life in general and not particularly my own
it sounds really self centered, but what does that matter if you can still show respect and empathy for others? there are very few people I can actually identify with
the more I learn about life the more I become sick of it; indifferent and cynical.
Granted Im only 19, but I feel like a lot of unecessary things have emphasis; like searching for answers in man-made religions, following societal values, and pursuing "the way you're supposed to live your life"
the more I get deeper into my major at state the less fond I become of the idea of being a whore to corporate America
I should just deal drugs and contribute to our thriving black market economy which probably makes more than all other American corporations combined.
but all in all right now I think my life can most accurately be described as an empty house...
fundamentally lacking.

(5 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

[19 Oct 2006|05:48am]
For the first time in my life I have been able to FULLY grow facial hair and I am ecstatic. While it is merely a chin strap at the moment, I am still looking forward to my full transition into manhood: This of course would require a bushly moustache; one of which I am eagerly awaiting.

(2 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

[12 Aug 2006|12:07am]
Does anyone remember when myspace and livejournal were for dorks?

(2 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

[09 Jul 2006|11:52pm]
I have jury duty tommorrow, and I think it would be really cool if I got picked, but Im sure everyone has that same attitude the first time.
Unfortunately its at the el cajon courthouse so its probably for some shitty ass traffic violation.

In other news six motherfuckin flags
I just really want to go to six flags. and I think it would be really cool to go with the same crowd as last time with a few new additions, but from what I've read lately we might be one or two people short.
but can I not just say for the people who went last time that it was really a lot of fun, especially rotating the seating arrangements just so we could hear mikie scream like he was falling to his death...
focker out

(bring a knife to a gun fight)

[19 Jun 2006|12:40am]
So I was thinking about the future and I've realized how I've come to intuitively expect some of the most outrageous things ever.
like for instance being revolutionary and making millions with a degree from sdsu
like I just expect to be the richest motherfucker ever, and own at least 5 luxury vehicles on flats including the hottest women, fattest partys, and living out the American dream of an excessive life
but I wake up living paycheck to paycheck because I am excessive, spending my money on the dumbest shit ever with summer school and at least two years to go in college.
And I still don't give a fuck.

(3 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

Most likely the best bulletin Ive seen ll day [20 Apr 2006|05:08pm]
Oh man was I stoked to see everyone in their 420 gear today
this is pretty much the summation of my afternoon on April 20th, 2006; and not to mention the best bulletin Ive read all day by far...
"HELL YEA MAN REPRESENT WHAT THE NEW NEW WORLD IS BECOMING BASED ON. . THE FREEDOM OF THE PLANT AND PEOPLE. . FUCK YEA!!!! FUCK ANYONE THAT TRIES TO STOP ME FROM GETTING UTTERLY SMASHED TODAY WITH MY EYE-LIDS BARELY OPENED LAUGHING MY ASS OFF AT THE WORLD OH JOY!!! EVERYONE WHO READS THIS COMMENT MY PAGE W/ 4-20 LOVE PEACE BE WITH YA"
For the record, the "plant" has yet to be legalized.

(bring a knife to a gun fight)

[05 Mar 2006|09:22pm]
So I have a new infatuation with poker. And I can pretty much attribute that to how competitive I've always been, but fail to forget how sore of a loser I am if I do fall short.
Needless to say while I only won $25 at Barona tonight and $100 last weekend against the biggest bunch of morons you've ever seen, I could truthfully see the winnings multiplying; but at the expense of much greater losses.
Every time I get a hand I start fucking shaking, like Im some big shot betting my life's savings. When I virtually have nothing in my life that I owe, or any expenses I have to pay.
Maybe thats why I love the game so much, because it gives me a way to spend my money; and as Im sitting there shaking, I couldn't imagine what could be more fun to me than sweating a $50 pot in a competition for the best 5 cards.
call me crazy. I have an obsession.
some may have seen this post coming; but truthfully gambling to me is more of an investment, not an expectation.

(bring a knife to a gun fight)

[12 Feb 2006|02:11am]
Fuck dude I'm pretty gnarly.

(5 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

[22 Jan 2006|10:59am]
So I now understand why everyone gets pumped to order new cds.
I just blew like 50 bucks on interpunk and I couldn't be more happy.

This Is Hell -S/T
Modern Life Is War -My Love, My Way
Sworn Enemy -Beginning Of The End (aka the new 3 inches of blood cover band)
Down To Nothing/Kids Like Us -Split

they're decent cd's but I just get stoked to spend money on cool shit. Classes this semester seem soo easy. Hopefully this is consistently the case.

(2 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

True Story [16 Jan 2006|09:23am]
ok so some where along the line on the way home from Las Vegas, about 5 hours away from home driving distance.
It never dawned on me that I didn't have a house key on me, since I was driving my mom's car I didn't have my normal key chain and grabbed my moms extra set for her car.
so after enduring the 5 hour drive, me and mikie arrive at home in 45 degree weather. As I drop him off and return to my house I reach for my house key which I quickly realize isn't there.
I then call my mom and discover that no one in san diego county at this point in time has a key to get into my house.

I end up spending the night at my grandmas and leave my dog howling back home when someone in our group in Vegas gets me the keys this morning.
moral of the story, I am a dumbass.

but who gives a fuck steelers are going to the superbowl.

(bring a knife to a gun fight)

[07 Jan 2006|01:31am]
[ mood | chill beyond belief ]

Hostel was the fuckin sickest movie ever..
midnight bowling draws the strangest fuckin crowd...
and its just fuckin nuts dude.

(2 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

If I die before I wake...at least in heaven I can skate [08 Dec 2005|10:47pm]
[ mood | motherfuckers. ]

So today I got a new skate which Im super pumped about because not just because I havent had one since freshman year, but also because its like Im re-living my high school days in college.
Casey's coming back into town, once again looking forward to it.
and I just realized thats the only time this thing is worth updating cuz last time he came into town it was like the best weekend of my life.
I've also come to the conclusion that in addition to those occassions CHRISTMAS is something worth celebrating.
so those are the two things Im completely stoked about in life right now.
oh yeah...
and motherfucking winter break is like another summer
I'm fuckin psyched dude.
-FD

(bring a knife to a gun fight)

[01 Dec 2005|08:42pm]
My phone is back in comish
so hit me up.

(3 | bring a knife to a gun fight)

[27 Nov 2005|10:57pm]
Im gonna start lifting and get huge as fuck.

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